I think it’s a well-established fact that we live in a consumerist society, not only here in Canada but amongst our southerly neighbours and friends across the Atlantic. And the evil of consumerism is not simply greed or the exploitation of others in our quest to acquire, acquire, acquire, but defining ourselves by what we consume, how we consume (there was something else, but it fell out of my brain).
So we end up with Coke-drinking guys walking out of a Silvercity where they just watched the latest Ben Stiller flick, wearing Tommy Hilfiger jeans and listening to Coldplay on an iPod Touch. We shall know them by their stuff. Or, conversely, someone wearing a skirt made out of old bedsheets or something and a T-shirt from Value Village walking out of the latest Jean-Pierre Jeunet film at a local repertory cinema carrying The Shock Doctrine and looking forward to a nice handmade ceramic mug full of chai tea at home. OR someone walking out of the Four Seasons Centre for the Performing arts with patent leather shoes, a black Armani suit carrying the program from Don Giovanni who slips into his chauffeur-driven Rolls Royce and disappears from sight, headed for Rosedale, no doubt (and, if you look more closely, you’ll probably also see my uncle with his LL Bean pants and shirt hopping onto his bicylce with that Bell helmet that makes him look like a stormtrooper as he also leaves the opera). Again, we are what we buy, we are known by our stuff, by our consumption.
And so I’m sitting here in my apartment, realising that books aren’t exempt. Neither are religious items. Just because a CD is of Palestrina or Rich Mullins or Bach or hymns doesn’t mean suddenly it’s not a material good. Just because the art on the wall is adorned by a religious scene doesn’t magically remove its physicality and the reality of it as a physical good someone somewhere purchased. Just because it’s a book doesn’t set it free from the constraints of being something you or someone else bought.
Intellectuals and scholars, especially those of us in the liberal arts and humanities, such as Classicists, English majors, historians, philosophers, theologians, come across a lot of books in our lifetimes. And we buy a lot of said books. We like them. They are nice. They feel comfortable in our hands and are pleasant to look at all lined up neatly on a shelf. Old ones smell good. New ones smell good. (Ones of intermediate age don’t really smell at all.) They are delightful to read (except when they suck or are infuriating or enraging or moronic or make you uncomfortable). The ones with pictures are dazzling and make the soul to sing. And so we buy them.
Yet as an aspect of consumerism, we are contributing — at least in the buying of new books — to the destruction of lots of trees and an inevitable amount of pollution producing by printing presses from Clarendon to New York to Tokyo. Furthermore, as an act of consumption, book acquisition is yet another means of identifying oneself through material goods. “I have many times more books than DVDs.” “I like literary/science/detective/historical fiction.” “Look at all my theology books.” “As you can see by a casual glance, I prefer Oxford World’s Classics to Penguin Classics.” “I have quite a fine collection of books about entomology.” “Ah, yes, the big, beautiful book about Michelangelo!” “My CDs, although fewer, display the same sort of educated taste as the books, from Bach and Beethoven to Wagner and Weber.” “Shall we watch Boris Gudenov again?”
Books are things.
Yes, there are physical books that are themselves works of art and worth preserving. They have been constructed beautifully, some by hand, some by machine. They have wonderful full-colour plates or illuminations in them.
Yes, there are important/beautiful/useful things to be found in books. Books can change the world. They can change the way one looks at the world.
In the end, though, they are still consumer goods. The guy in London designing posters that read, “Penguin Is Fiction,” isn’t thinking, “I do hope that this causes more people to buy Brideshead Revisited and that it will help them see the world in a different way.” (Well, maybe he is.) More likely, “I hope this will cause more people to buy Penguins and make us money.”
Books are paper and ink bound together along one edge.
They are destroyed by fire, silverfish, nuclear holocaust, mildew, rot, flooding, careless use, shredding, slicing, mangling, maiming. Just like enormous DVD and CD collections, expansive wardrobes, fancy electronics, nice cars, pocket watches, and all other consumer goods from which people attempt to derive value, they are temporal.
Conspicuous consumption, no matter how intellectual it feels, is still conspicuous consumption.
Your value — my value — does not come from four overflowing bookcases, from owning The Name of the Rose, Till We Have Faces, The Lord of the Rings, The BFG, The New Bible Commentary, Celebration of Discipline, Brewer’s Dictionary of Phrase and Fable, The Oxford Classical Dictionary, four sets of the Iliad and Odyssey, most of the St. Augustine Loebs, Dante’s Divine Comedy, or a big fat History of Art. Your essential character is not defined by your stuff. Yes, having read the books you own may have helped shaped who you are, how you think, what you like, what your research interests are, how you read other books, what you believe, what you think is funny, and countless other things. But the collection of books piled up in your personal library does not make you you.
You are more than stuff.
You are more than a consumer.
You are a human being, a person with much more going for him or her than a bunch of inked-up bits of paper all bound along one edge. You have enormous potential for creativity and assimilation of information. You can remember lots of stuff. You can draw connections between things you know and things you’ve read. You are a scholar. You are more than the books you own.
Be yourself for yourself, not your stuff.